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Becareful what you ask for, you just might get it.

Some time has passed since the muse has visited my world. I have comtiplated all that has happened since a year ago at this time. I learned several very valuable lessons. "Becareful what you wish for because you just might get it.

" Thank God for answered, as well as, unanswered prayers. We spend all of our lives wishing for things we think we want or need. Many times we question things and search and search for answers…

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Added by Christie on March 1, 2010 at 8:30am — No Comments

My thoughts yet again

Hey guys Jaxx here!

I've realized that bloging about thoughts actual help me understand a lot more things :]

So her I go again on yet another thought rant with a question for you guys which I might as well end up answering in the end.

I have realized in the last couple days that no one seems to care about anything. I find it quite hard to see that on one cares about anything. But people do. People have given up on hope…

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Added by Jacquelyn Jade on February 27, 2010 at 10:42pm — 1 Comment

Haha, my life right now

Once again, my life is inexplicable in my own words. To dub the iPhone commercial, "there's an RJA song for that" and right now, their Valentine's song is perfectly capturing what I want to say to this guy. Too bad he isn't really an RJA fan, or I would send him to Ronnie's page to listen to it..

I've found that everything I'm going through can be described in RJA songs. It's crazy.

I may be going to Iraq sometime within the next year, it's a very good possibility. My friend…

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Added by Cari Treadway on February 26, 2010 at 3:12pm — 1 Comment

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Living in your own house being constantly reminded what a piece of dirt you are, sucks. I hate feeling like an item than a daughter. I feel like i'm a robot that has been programed to fail in my own house. Every moment is like a fight for survival. I was told that god doesn't hand you a deck of cards you can't play.....but i really can't play this hand no more. My mind is getting whiplash from my thoughts, I love her because she's my mother, But I have more hate than love for her. I wonder… Continue

Added by Jacquelyn Jade on February 21, 2010 at 9:01pm — 1 Comment

ASHES...just one more of my songs ^^

By dawn's early brake my heart try's to wake

but falls again..in this hurt and this pain.

Frustrated I try to hide my lie

and my world die's again.

And i feel this pain again.

(chours)

Well Ashes to Ashes but i'm still here

will you try to feel me?

will you try to save me?

nowhere out of this town.

Just leave me here.

Nowhere to call home

No one to call friend

i try to lie but i just…

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Added by Lulu(is lost in her head) on February 20, 2010 at 10:24pm — 4 Comments

Poem help

Hey guys im going to be posting a whole bunch of poems on here. Each year my school makes a book with a poem from each student(we have roughly around 4,000 kids). and I need help for which one to put in.

Remember

I Stop

To think and Wonder

I wonder where are you?

Where’s the one who loved me?

Where’s the one who cared for…

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Added by Jacquelyn Jade on February 13, 2010 at 6:30pm — 1 Comment

Lyrics for Valentine's Day

Valentine's Day by Ronnie Wiinter

V.1 I was flipping through the cards down at the drugstore and I found one I thought you would adore so I bough it Walking back from the line to my car never seemed so far before the day I stopped to think how I would feel if I lost you

C.1 But if this is my dying breath, I just want you to hear me, hear me say I love you…

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Added by Ronnie Winter-Defoe on February 13, 2010 at 5:22pm — 17 Comments

Why I need a life.

In a magical town called Finglehorp, a species of unicorns reaching an average height of 3ft 11in. existed in war and happiness. You see, some of the unicorns wanted to expose

themselves to the world, and some of them wanted to first create a

war against the goblins of Jundflep, another colony that was in the

Atlantic ocean. Another group of unicorns thought it best to try to

reach a world accomplishment, like making peace with the mars…

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Added by you. on February 7, 2010 at 4:39am — 2 Comments

wow how time flies

i cant believe my niece Abigail is gonna be 1 soon its crazy it seems like yesterday my sister brought her home and she was just learning to smile then learning to laugh then sit up and so on and so forth she got almost 4 teeth now got this is crazy shes so pretty even Leah is getting so big too i miss the days when Abby was light enough to carry around all day not that i don't love holding Abby because i do i love Abby

i just wish she could stay a baby forever lol im so proud to be aunt… Continue

Added by Oliviasmommy <3 on February 4, 2010 at 3:46pm — 1 Comment

the consequence of a mistake

I've been doing allot of self finding in the last couple of weeks. It came to the point where i had to. I felt myself losing control. I felt myself on the fine line of reality and my own little world. I also hadn't realized that my actions, and mistakes where taking a toll on my friends.

I hadn't realized why the world had been angry with me. But then again i wasn't thinking either. I didn't want to. My mom had just kicked me out, and i was backing living with my grandparents once… Continue

Added by Jacquelyn Jade on January 30, 2010 at 11:26pm — 2 Comments

The 13th year of my life.

Some people think all i want is attention. But none of them really know me. If they took the time to ask "Why do you feel that way?" or "Really? Well thats life" then this would be what i would tell them.

When i was 12, all the pets, 4 of them, died, the dog Roxy, the poor thing, we had her for such a long time,

the bird, sunny we got Him in place of Roxy, but he died, Marryann..my cat..i got her for my 4th b-day, she died under my bed. The ginnie pig, i got her for my 10th… Continue

Added by Lulu(is lost in her head) on January 29, 2010 at 7:48pm — 3 Comments

Memories

Someone close to me died this morning. He was one of the few holocaust survivors that was still alive. He taught tollerance, and love. He wasn't related to me in any way, besides our religion. He was like a grandfather, in ways and he will be very missed.

Yit-gadal v'yit-kadash sh'may raba b'alma dee-v'ra che-ru-tay, ve'yam-lich mal-chutay b'chai-yay-chon uv'yo-may-chon uv-cha-yay d'chol beit Yisrael, ba-agala u'vitze-man ka-riv, ve'imru amen.

Y'hay sh'may raba me'varach le-alam… Continue

Added by Johnnie Thebug Poxleitner on January 28, 2010 at 12:38pm — 1 Comment

"A Prayer For Haiti"

"Dear God, I pray for my brothers and sisters in Haiti. I pray for all those who are not there anymore. I pray that they will not just live, but thrive on in life. Let not greed nor hate kill them, but let love and peace stay with them. Let not just countless money come in, but countless love. I pray for the ones who died, who lived, and who will live. Amen."

Please pray for the ones who lost loved ones. Even thou i am not one of them, i still feel there pain just the same. Black,… Continue

Added by Lulu(is lost in her head) on January 17, 2010 at 8:44pm — 1 Comment

OK I NEED TO VENT HOPE NOBODY MINDS

IM FUCKING PISSED (YES I AM SHOUTING) I AM PISSED BECAUSE MY (MAKES ME FEEL WORTHLESS) SISTER WENT ON BARGING ABOUT HOW SHES GOT A JOB AND I DON'T AND HOW SHE HAS A LIFE AND I DON'T THIS ISN'T THE FIRST TIME SHES DONE THIS WHEN I WAS IN SCHOOL AND SHE WAS STILL(YES SHE QUIT AT LEAST I HAVE THAT ONE HER )(A HIGH SCHOOL DIPLOMA)(SOMETHING SHE WILL NEVER HAVE)

WHEN WE WERE IN SCHOOL (SHE WAS IN 9TH GRADE I WAS IN 12TH)(SHE HAD THE CHOICE TO GO TO COLLEGE)(I DIDN'T)(THE REASON BEING WAS… Continue

Added by Oliviasmommy <3 on January 10, 2010 at 8:00pm — 1 Comment

sooooo

last night was all sorts of Ridiculous so im waiting for my mom to get off the computer right? and i say to my mom i wish Kevin would call or show up one of these days and then the phone rings. and its Kevin and hes like come spend the night with me at Shannon's (Shannon is Kevin's sister this is the first time i met her let alone staying her house.shes really nice BTW i was scared for nothing)(because it seems lately that every one i meet starts out nice then turns against me.) where was i oh… Continue

Added by Oliviasmommy <3 on January 10, 2010 at 1:14pm — No Comments

So i basicially went through a whole week thinking it was like saterday

yeah like all week i went thinking it was Saturday like every day and like i wake up today and its Friday and i basically feel like ive gone through a whole week without knowing it this is weird.

Added by Oliviasmommy <3 on January 8, 2010 at 3:01pm — No Comments

first time i met RJA

Idk, I felt like sharing my story because I'm still excited about it, and it happened like 3 weeks ago. XD

Anyways, so I was visiting my dad in Jacksonville, FL. (well, Middleburg to be more accurate) for a few days around Christmas, and my older brother was trying to find something to do with me. Hangin' out, you know? His friend Josh called him up and was like, "Dude, Red Jumpsuit Apparatus is playin' at Jack Rabbits in Jacksonville. Grab your sister and let's go!" So Andrew (my… Continue

Added by Cari Treadway on January 7, 2010 at 4:26pm — 1 Comment

So today was rediculous on so many levels some good some bad

ok so this morning i wake up at like noon and get on the computer just to find out that nobody's on and then our new computer comes by fed-ex right. then we hook it up just to find out that it doesn't work.(my dads trying to fix it now hope it works) then i have another nosebleed(these are getting very monotonous i might add) then i get bored because my mom was on the computer all afternoon and i had nothing to do so i cleaned my room and cleaned out my fish tank(hadn't had the chance to clean… Continue

Added by Oliviasmommy <3 on January 6, 2010 at 8:52pm — 5 Comments

got a new computer and really wierd movie quotes

Today our new computer came finally we waited weeks for this crap (even though its not crap our old computer is crap. totally)and then all night even though i haven't seen this movie in ages i got this really messed up movie quote stuck in my head "i am the eater of worlds and of children"-pennywise the clown Stephen kings IT.

Added by Oliviasmommy <3 on January 6, 2010 at 1:04pm — No Comments

OK THIS IS FUCKED UP DUDE

omg i had yet another fucked up dream again last night except in this dream (ok i better explain this first that will make it easier to understand i have 5 siblings one half sister Mary 25 who ive only seen twice in my life. so she doesn't t count and wasn't in the dream. Heather my older sister wasn't in the dream shes 23 im 21. my younger sister Hilary who was in the dream with me is 19 my sister Lindsey who was in the dream too is 18. and my little brother Tommy who is now 16. was there… Continue

Added by Oliviasmommy <3 on January 5, 2010 at 9:25am — 2 Comments