To love is to hate, to hate is to not know, life is of unknowing, you must find where you belong, but where is that for me?

(chores)
Destroyed by his lover
Hurt by his master
Left to wonder
Dose it really matter?
Don't wonder
Don't ponder
On this we call
today
Everyone seem's
so selfless
now a-day's
left in haze
Greedily
snatching up
those who are
close to us

Do you see him?
In the pouring rain?
left out there
with his pain
The odd one
with no friends
The odd one
He never bends
(chores)
Dose he not
Understand
this message
I try to send?
Never stopping
Never knowing
where he's going
Never showing
His
Horribly
Hurt
He… Continue

(chorus)i'm liven' in a fairy tale
were every one wears black
in a fairy tale, were no one can go back
were we croud 'round a wooden box
and through rosess on top
death is soo hard, death is soo hard DEATH IS SO HARD BUT LIFE IS HARDER!!!
WEATHER IT'S AGE OR MURDER!
death is like a fairy tale, like a vision
i dont eeven know the days descpion!
all my senes are dead, all my senes are, dead


this light is blineding me
oh, it's just the sun
death is so hard, i dont even know i dont even know,
if i… Continue

A broken heart will hurt for ever...
Unless touched by an angel
And weather or not the love is true
It is better to loved once and lost all
Then to have never felt the wermth of failed love
Birth, Death, Hate, Love they are al life and yet...
You will never live till you've felt them all
You where born, You have hated, and when,
You have found love soon, all to soon
You will see the face of death.
No one will ever truely die,
till they are lost and frogotten.
Tears are falling for all those who… Continue

A month of pain. Death and soon birth. A year ago..almost a year my grandmother died and we buried her the day after Halloween, and now 30 days before Halloween i will have a sisters Her name will be Charlotte Grace. the name has a story as long speech but to sum it up,,before my Grandma died my Mom asked her if she liked the name ''Charlotte'' and if that should be the name of a baby girl if it should happen, and it did. God does love all.

ok this is no joke, this really happened to me!!!!! So there i was in the bath room brushing my teeth and then bbbuuuzzzz right in my ear!!!! So i had a towel and i was thinking...hhhmmm...then WACK! I hit it I hit it!!!! yay!! Then i got brushing my hair...BUUUUZZZZZ...yup the SAME fly. At this time i was thinking ''wow ok the first must have not hit it to well...hehehe your going down mr.fly'' Then before i could a thing WACK!! all i could say was ''DIE FLY DIE!!! MUKHAHA!!!!'' and plunk...poo… Continue