RJA song: (i love all of their songs, really! but i only need to choose 3...hehe)

1. false pretense

2. getting by

3. waiting

RJA song line:

1. "waiting for this life to change seems like its taking me forever..."

2. "know now i'm waiting back at home and i am starving for affection..."

3. "stop pretending, don't deny....."

RJA video:

1. face down

2. your guardian angel

3. false…

she never was and she will be

Current mood: rejected

yeah so i thought of the most beautiful song last night-the lyrics for it. the thing is, it was 3:30 am and in the dark and i was in bed like kinda sleeping, tryin to sleep. and it was so great. so i wasnt about to get up even tho paper was pretty close. i really dont remember it to write it, pieces of it r now just in my memory. it was such a fun time thinkin of it, no joke it just literally linked together and was made. next time this craziness happens ill make sure to remember it…

first let me start off by saying i'm one of those people who wants the world to be perfect...



i'm so tired of all these stupid people in the world and how the world doesn't exactly work right. for example, paris hilton does absolutly nothing, yet has a gagillion dollars while theres tons of homeless people. how about giving them some of your spare millions? and, i'm tired of shootings and murders. why does that need to happen? it makes no sense to me. it's so annoying how the media…

Stillness is beautiful. Living in the moment. No matter what happened before or what happens next, for now, we are at ease. These moments are something to live for. Believing things will, in fact, get better. Breathing air that has the power to behold something great. Slow breeze to explain that the earth is still alive. Busybodies of today have a lot to learn. Change is evident in any setting. People change their minds more often than they change their clothes. Not a day in existence has…

so i'm watching that movie....

i made the comment

"poor sexy dead guy"

my brother suggested i just take up

necrophelia...or however you spell it

i think i'll take him up on it.

does anyone know where he's being burried? lol.

Have you seen that movie? You must if you haven't already. I love Johnny Depp, but he's got to be the hottest Demon barber ever. I even got the sound track!

Ha! I love that movie!

are oober lame on days like this. its been raining at least for 5 minutes+ everyday for the past week or 2. i was gonna go surfing this weekend but its soooo cold even indoors. its super windy right now too so its worse. went to the snow 2 times so far. i wanna go tomorrow but i dont have tire chains. i wish i did. that'd be grand. but alas i would need money for that. No job, no life, no chains.... this is a sad life i lead.

CHEER…

To start, the Lord God is all so wonderful and I can't stress that enough.

hm so my whole apt complex ended up losing power last night at around 12:25 am. surprisingly i was awake lol and i guess alot of my neighbors were too, it was strange. lol but we lost power and HEAT and the temp was near nine degrees! sound familiar> i think so. i woke up the next morn around 6 am thinkin hm, lets check the cell phone weather for chi-it takes about 2 seconds to do that and it was negative 3…

I want to know why things happen.

I want to know how things happen.

It is said that everything happens for a reason.…