smile :) :) :)

or be a flea

want to met new friends who also loves RJA as much as I do!!!

thanx guys!

So on thursday I managed to sprain my ankle...doing the running man!

I mean, come on. Who does that? Well apperently me.

It was probably karma for doing it in the middle of Wadsworth...luckly no cars were coming at the point in time that I fell...

I'm a tard huh?

Yup

So, in 2 hours i turn 18.

its...strange.

i know i'm not going to feel any different,

and yet, i'm hopeing i do.



I have no clue what i'm doing for my birthday.

probably nothing.

My sister and i had a serious conversation in the van tonight

about life, love, relationships, basically everything.

it was strange.

i like how i can connect with my sister so well.

we were sitting in the Zellers parking lot, waiting for my mom so we could go…

In one night my life just starts sucking ass.

So AJ and I just broke up because girls there were hitting on him and he liked it so he felt bad.

I think my best friend is annoyed by me.

My other best friend and I are drifting apart.

and

My illness is getting worse.

UGGGERS!

I just signed in and I want to meet new friends who also loves The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus...

tnx guys

can't wait to meet you guys

as i sit here an wait

not for a date

i sit hre an sigh

why cant i find a nice guy

he would be my whole life

And i would try to be "the one"

i would never let him fal

i just wonder if there are any of those at all

Spontaneous Poetry just thought of it as i wrote !

as i sit here an wait

not for a date

i sit hre an sigh

why cant i find a nice guy

he would be my whole life

And i would try to be "the one"

i would never let him fal

i just wonder if there are any of those at all

Spontaneous Poetry just thought of it as i wrote !

Who is your guardian angel and why?

Mine is my daughter. She has been ever since I found out I was pregnant. You see, I found out I was pregnant 2 weeks after we found out my husband, who is in the military, was being sent to Iraq to help out the Marines for 14 months. My daughter gave me a reason to get up and take really good care of myself during that time. She was sent to me at a time when I'm not sure what I would have done without her and because of that, she is without a doubt…

DEC 13 2007

ok..... so i just got back from the store... and me and deidre baught some weave.

Deidre is putting it in as we speak.…

DEC 13 2007

HELLO LOVES!

today i sit at the computer while christmas plays in the backround.

i come to realize i have not put up a christmas tree yet.

man... i have a perfprmance today... and i don't really want to go, iv'e

already had 15 this week, man i hope my voice doesn't give out.…

I seriously thought that the end of this year would suck.

See we have no money at all for xmas or food you know but I'm lucky in a way.

I get to spend it with my family for once and we are going to the Love Kitchen (It's a shelter for homeless people) and we are going to serve food on xmas.

But the one thing I am mostly excited about is my boyfriend is coming for New Years =). I can't wait to see him woot wooters.

x

Well anywhozzle I'm going to run just…

I need to do something about my hair. Which means, find someone new to copy.

I remember over the summer I had this Lily Allen-meets-Rihanna blunt bob. I got the inspiration from the cover of Gwen Stefani's latest album though, because I pretty much idolize her. My hair was too short for Gwen though. Then I took the dive and bleached it blonde to complete the Gwen look. Didn't work.

I took so much pride in not following the crowd...while everyone else is copying Lauren Conrad,…

So this Christmas I am pretty screwed. In fact, I haven't done any shopping yet, and I don't know where Santa is going to find a few extra dollars for Christmas. Everything has fallen apart.

Where to begin, I guess what started the string of bad luck. My 6 year old has a pony who has what is called laminitis, or founder. Not sure who reads this, and if you are familiar with horses, but founder is when the bone in the foot, the coffin bone, rotates. The racehorse Barbaro was…

This is all the shit that went wrong this morning.....

1. I woke up
2. Walked outside to find my guitar outside (way way stupid cuz the cold and the morning due fucked up the wood and metal niknaks)
3. Walked to the front house and stepped in dog shit.
4. Looked in the fridge to find no Leche (milk)
5. Also no OJ
6. No ingredients to make any kind of breakfast
7. NO INGREDIENTS TO MAKE ANYTHING WORTH CONSUMING!!!
8. Turn on my lappytop…

1. Launch my now fictional pop career and tour with all the cool bands, without being Ashlee Simpson or Fergie.

2. Shake the Catwoman label. (long story)

3. Perform in front of thousands.

4. Get off my ass and make a difference.

5. Save a life.

6. Lose weight.

7. Get to recording all these songs in my head.

8. Find something to eat other than ramen.

9. Stop being such a stick in the mud.

10. Be more outgoing.

11. Get away…