Trying to pretend that everything is okay, that my life is fine, that i'm just doing great when the only truth is that my life suck's and i'm falling apart. but does it matter? no. cause no one will ever understand what i'm going through. why i'd rather be dead right now than carry on with my life. I know that my friends are trying their best. but is it enough?
I guess it's not. but I can't make them understand. there are few people who knows what makes my whole life like shit, but they still can't help me. no one can't. I gotta face this alone.