is so coming. it's on july 20, that's a whole different thing to do. not something i'm used to of course. two years, just trying to do my best for my country, though it won't really help to make the situation better. but at least i'll know that I tried.

i'm terrified of the people I might run into. the ones that always will treat you like a shit, all the snobbish girls who think they're way better than others. or alternatively the commanders who will scream at me if i'll even dare to… Continue

Trying to pretend that everything is okay, that my life is fine, that i'm just doing great when the only truth is that my life suck's and i'm falling apart. but does it matter? no. cause no one will ever understand what i'm going through. why i'd rather be dead right now than carry on with my life. I know that my friends are trying their best. but is it enough?

I guess it's not. but I can't make them understand. there are few people who knows what makes my whole life like shit, but they… Continue

So today I had my final exam in English, and I had to speak with my tester about my life and my music project. it was a lot of fun! I really liked it. at first, while I was waiting outside I was kinda nervous, but then when I came into the class I felt better. that tester was so nice and lovely. she asked me about my family, my hobbies, of course music was always involved no matter what we were talking about. and I mentioned RJA when she asked me about the topic of my project! I told her that… Continue

I constantly thank GOD for the day I decided to visit The Alliance for the first time!

it's def been a bless. I love everything here! I met here the most wonderful, awesome, greatest people

I could've ever asked to meet! sometimes I even feel more close to them than to my close friends.

I never thought that this site will mean that much to me, that all of this people will mean the world to me.

and I just can't imagine my life without them!

Thank you so much for just… Continue