poem i wrote about my bf that i had to leave behind when i moved across country

[rainsmile]

i have to admit i miss his smile his eyes i gazed into before and after school i miss it beieng ok for me to always be thinking of him i miss the sheer joy that erased my pain when i was around him his voice that brout me peace and joy the way he said my name being exited to go to school just to see him the time we spent together i miss hearing him breath,laugh,speak,shuffel his feet,move his bookbag,just hearing him i miss his ideas,his thoughts,his soul i loved the little things he would do that made me smile i miss him being beside me i have to admit i loved being in love with him i loved doing all i could to get close,to be near i loved my little obsesion of trieng to do all i could to make him happy i loved seeing his smile,hearing his voice,and him looking into my eyes i loved that he could always surprize me i loved that he made me the happiest girl in the world i love that he actually loves me i have to admit i hate not seeing him at school i hate he isn't near,that he is soo far away i hate that i am still waiting i hate that he is waiting i hate that i couldn't make it easier i hate that i can't help but cry,that i am soo week i hate that i can't hear his voice i hate me i have to admit i am hoplessly in love and i love it,no mater how painful it is,no mater how crazy it makes me and no one compares to either of us we are two of a kind,either a indangered species or a mutation of mankind i have to admit im toxicly in love and i don't want it to end. I LOVE JUSTIN