OK I NEED TO VENT HOPE NOBODY MINDS

[Oliviasmommy <3]

IM FUCKING PISSED (YES I AM SHOUTING) I AM PISSED BECAUSE MY (MAKES ME FEEL WORTHLESS) SISTER WENT ON BARGING ABOUT HOW SHES GOT A JOB AND I DON'T AND HOW SHE HAS A LIFE AND I DON'T THIS ISN'T THE FIRST TIME SHES DONE THIS WHEN I WAS IN SCHOOL AND SHE WAS STILL(YES SHE QUIT AT LEAST I HAVE THAT ONE HER )(A HIGH SCHOOL DIPLOMA)(SOMETHING SHE WILL NEVER HAVE)
WHEN WE WERE IN SCHOOL (SHE WAS IN 9TH GRADE I WAS IN 12TH)(SHE HAD THE CHOICE TO GO TO COLLEGE)(I DIDN'T)(THE REASON BEING WAS BECAUSE MY TEACHER'S SAID I COULDN'T)(BEING TOLD NO AND YOU CANT YOUR WHOLE LIFE YOU START TO BELIEVE IT) OK SO MY SISTER (WHEN WE WERE IN SCHOOL) WHEN SHE WAS IN 9TH GRADE STARTED APPLYING FOR COLLEGE SCHOLARSHIPS AND STARTED BARGING ABOUT IT AND GOING ON ABOUT HOW I'LL NEVER GO AND HOW ILL NEVER GO BEYOND 12 GRADE
(WHICH I WONT) AND HOW SHES SO MUCH SMARTER THEN ME.AND IS NOW TRYING TO TAKE WHAT LITTLE LIFE I HAVE AWAY BY SAYING MY FIANCEE IS CHEATING ON ME. FUCKING BITCH SORRY I DIDN'T MEAN TO MAKE ANYBODY MAD BY SAYING ALL THIS AND IM SORRY IF THIS OFFENDS ANYONE. I JUST NEEDED TO VENT

[Ashlie*]

if you go to a community college with only 2 or 3 classes at first, & you maintain a good GPA, bigger schools will just see that you are a HS graduate that it doing well in college...you can pick up scholarships that way, or go to your state school...then you can rag on ur sister [who btw has no room to talk, seeing as she not only did not make it PAST the 12 grade, but didnt even make it TO it...] for being stuck with a JOB not a CAREER... & that unlike her, u have a better chance at getting somewhere in life...
(even without college you're more qualified than she is}

=)