Poem 4, Killing me with no remorse.

[Kathryn Amanda Reel aka Mandy]

You ended it with no regret.
You walked away with out looking back.
Taking my heart and soul with you.
I lay awake at night sometimes,
Thinking what could have been.
You show no caring emotions for me anymore.
Except the 'friendly' facade you put up for me.
I cried at first.
I cried till there were no more tears.
I sometimes ask myself,
How can i cry when you took my heart?
I don't remember the last time i cried.
And even is i do cry.
You won't see the tears fall from my eyes.
And if you did, you would just keep walking by.
I don't know if you still care at all but you should know.
I still love you and everytime i see your smilimg face
I know that its your arms i want to be in.
Your lips are the ones i want to kiss.
And its your voice i want to hear saying 'baby, i love you'
If you could feel my pain you'd feel like me.
Dieing slowly, with no more reason to live.
If i could go back and do everything right, I would.
But only for you, no one else.
You know i still love you.
But i have been throwing those feeling away.
Into the black hole where my heart was.
I you only knew how much i still care,
If you did, would you take me back into your arms?
But what your doing to me now,
Makes me feel like your killing me with no remores.