it's hard to fight a battle that you dont want to win. just keep your head high darling. they would kill to see you down.
unspoken words. im glad hes gone.
write me a beautiful tragedy of one who wanted the world for me. dug a hole and later found resting by yonder tree. you wanted me to have everything, but never saw that you were just that to me. you cheated and lied your heart of black stone. lies in the darkness of the unknown. now ive come to realize you've always had the time to spare but didnt want to be there. so when i found you under yonder tree i bent down to say my final speal. my laughter uncontrollably ill when i looked at your sickly face. oh how i wish this moment would have come at a sooner pace. you werent gone yet. you opened your eyes. you asked for my help, but i spoke my goodbyes. you only want my help when its best for you, but now your time is overdue. i watched you slip away under that tree and now you dont have the best of me.
you know who you are and i hate you more than i've ever hated anyone ever
i love hanging out with my babii joey. hes my everything and he means the world to me and has already been there with me through a bunch of really tough times and i love him with all my heart.
i have a couple best friends. there the people that have been there for me no matter what happened. one of those people is maggie. we've been friends for as long as i can remember and she is most def one of the greatest friends i have or ever will have.
i love to skateboard when i have the time. having fun and hanging out with friends being stupid are some of my favorite things to do.
i write my own lyrics, play the drums, sing, and my boyfriend is teaching me how to scream. theres no "right" way to say that. lolz! like the screamo stuff. i am gunna do some solo work then depending upon what happens im looking forward to starting a band. so im really looking forward to what there is to come in my future.
the things i want to accomplish before i die would be to live my life to the fullest and get scars because i dont want to die without any. i want to be able to say that i accomplished all the things i wanted too.
i love meeting new people its always really awesome so if you feel like talking post a comment. im on myspace more often then here though so my url is up. try and find me =)
and lastly i could care less what anybody else thinks of me. i have my real friends and i dont need anyone else. so if your the kind of person who just likes to hate on others, or your racist, sexist, homophobic, your not wanted on this page anyway so get off.
until next time loves <3
peace, love, and my beautiful disaster
:( he was busy this weekend. He told me we should try next weekend. But, if that doesnt happen, I'm just gonna give up. It isnt worth my time...
Dude, you should text me. I have pics I wanna show you. They aren't uplaoded yet.
(PS: I'm like slowly transforming into a scene kid... And, I'm actually ok with it...)