This is your freedom in a life of fallacy With no last kiss and no regrets You don't deserve good bye. This is your freedom in a life of fallacy With no last kiss and no good bye.
With a short story, the one you add to daily, you are the tragic loss. No story book ending for this fairy tale of you. Just the one composed with blood
taken from your pen that you hold in your lifeless hand.
Cry for you. Shed tears. Mourn. Wish the end.
I fear being like everyone I hate, I fear failure, I fear losing control. I love balancing between chaos and control with everything I do. I always have a fear of going one way or another, getting lost in something, or losing everything to get lost in. And I fear being a completely acceptable sheep in society.
I'm April Harris. Take me for granted. I dare you. I'm not cliche, I don't copy. I'm my own person I follow no one, I know who I am and I don't try to be someone I'm not. I hate superficial people and people who think they know me after meeting me once. I take photographs of everything.I love to write. I like to sing. There isn't enough time in the day. Never listen to anybody's standards. You say goodbye and I say Hello.The only thing better than today, is tomorrow. sometimes i think there is nothing to look forward to.I love proving people wrong, tell me i can't do something and i will just cause you said i can't.
About 60% of things i say, are inside jokes. don't be surprised if i don't make sense, because i dont most of the time:) I listen to music 24/7, and sing really loud. I miss the old days:[ Linda Sweatt && Tamara Jempson are my best friend's, those stupid skanks :D I laugh at things that you probably wouldn't see funny. I believe in a higher power, and that's God. I don't drink, smoke, or do drugs; and not because that makes me "cool". But because that makes me "me" .I feel the need to try and be perfect for everyone. I hate scary movies. I am a fun person, and I can make ANYONE laugh:] Id like to find happiness, and keep it for once.
Music is the antidote that gets me by. I honestly dont think anyone could understand what it means to me, without it I don't think I would be sane. Music explains things in ways that conversation cannot, and for some reason has the power to change moods. The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Is a amazing band, just listen to their music and lyrics, you'll see what I mean. They have been my favorite band ever since 2004, and always will be. I'm more then what meets the eye, Give me a chance and you'll find out I'm not so bad [:
The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus Ronnie Winter Joey Westwood Elias Reidy Duke Kitchens Jon Wilkes
I dont think anyone could understand how much i love these guys, [well except CaryAnn:D] ahaha! TRJA has changed me and my life in an amazing way. They're deff. my fav. band:] and always will be.