YOU HAVE IT ALL, to be full
and i know this for a fact:each second of ur life is heaven.
holy heaven im in love -fun quote
its just like you magnified. like -glowing- kind of more like internal and out too glow kick(huge oomph on life)
and ur eternal? holy crap this is fun!!!!
you are the Love
music makes me light
passion for all!
its like Im a fire
life is meant to be bright
Im really all Love golden. all about the love. what u r (how can u , cant even type it Love is not even literally letting me type it..) nothing? thats not even possible see.
and Love wants you to be this all the time, like totally all the time. the great pull of the energy in the world/life is so apparant. Ive seen myself Love literally communicating with/in me so that I will stay in the zone as long as I start and keep it so its prolonged to be all the time.
its crazy how it all comes together. again the world/life energy working.
see you are this energy and all things are this energy.
we are really chillin/and being free as true woman(soul). inspired by a conversation last night kind of ...
at this point i want to write on the topic that there really is no way I can write EVERYTHING DOWN. See Love provides me the words to be BRILLIANCE and they are in my mind at all times. fun lines of words. the words are basically who i am see. not in the sense that you have to think all etherally for this man. its just imagine me, and everything i am. and the words i have (since 10-15-08) are in my mind with the everything that i am. So it is just my words. They are IGNITED or something. The deal is, all my words are so. And just know that I could write for miles of delight and I do write quite a lot now. The miles Im talking about, are words/me and I share that enthusiasm with you.
PLEASE KNOW THAT MY AWAKENING ON 10-15-08 IS THE TOTAL REASONING FOR THIS. THE TOTAL REASONING FOR MY WHOLE LIFE TO BE THIS. IT IS REALLY GREAT. PLEASE KNOW THAT I AM TRULY MYSELF AT THIS POINT. THAT THIS AWAKENING IS WHAT YOU REACH WHEN YOU AWAKEN.
I see now that words are not the only thing that is real. I see now that I am the real one(in body).
build on a lot of love. the more love you have(you build so much)(and really now that I think about it is fully everywhere all the time)..then you can have all this NOW. and its a FULL NOW. so think about if you had a pot full of diamonds,bulging with diamonds. then that would be a glittering huge you know beam -or yeah A Pot. even rays coming outward. its just a glow ball. (its so full of diamonds i just kinda imagine it being all illuminated) so you are that now. see and think the diamonds are the love. so back to the first line, build on a lot of love. Then you have............ :)
a whole lot of love makes a relationship. and since we all are Love itself then we are all bound to relationships !
The only way the relationship will work is if you treat them like Jesus(or other enlightened) (well you know they are Jesus)-or enlightened one. which we all are.
only pressure causes cooker to rise
i have had notes like this before and i know i have similar ones in that long blog from a long time ago i always wanna type. and i will, its stil here. so you have the Life to see that every single thing that you do during day, AND I MEAN EVERY SINGLE CHORE TO MOVEMENT-can be looked at(picked open and looked at)to relate to the world or to using Love.such as the pressure cooker. or i have an analogy when i was washing a large pan. not even just chores tho, the way you move ur body, ANYTHINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. use this as ur life and tool for wisdom and gold
i was doing a mundane task and i dont remmeber what it was but i was like, woah! that if we all can do this then we all are capable. no lesser anyone with lesser skills.
in every single daily thing this is capable.
every time you are cold(unreal) it shows.
so you are only real, so (rest)(be fine) (us) assured you are only golden. (ill guess ill put the word warm after golden, it flows i guess.)
you wont remember the other(lk for the rest of ur soul eternity)
so dont you want soul communication with all(which is the only reality) then BEE THIIISSS.
there is nothing but(are) love. after i wrote this i got that i should watch the words i use. see cuz i wrote there is nothing but love. but see you ARE LOVE. and LIVING IS LOVE. AND WHAT WE ARE ARE LIVING SO WHY EVEN REALLY SAY THERE IS NOTHING BUT LOVE. WHEN LOVE IS LIFE. AND LIVING IS ONLY THIS.
how is it possible to love someone one day then have bittercold fight the next day? ****************ITS NOT************** (this is an example of a relationship that i have right now, no its not you, the person that it is about probably doesnt have access to this writing)Love gave me this as a pure note of joy. IT ISNT POSSIBLE FOR THAT. EXISTENCE ISNT ALIVE AWOKEN
so nothing is, is as nothing should be.
and all else(theONLY) is magnificant
i mean the other thoughts(its hard to say its imagine a fading, nonexistence)(and literally at the same time clear as day that THERE IS ONLY ONE WAY) CLEAR AS DAY CLEAR AS DAY CLEAR AS DAY THERE IS ONLY THE ONE WAY. and this one encapsulates all of Life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And my whole life is happening now. All the things of love that brought me here are happening now. my whole life is happening now. It is fabulous events(practice) one after another see.
of unfoldment of new gold treasure gifts and being in the now and seeing clear.
because this is the whole truth-all you work for and are is clear truth . so wipe all else.
So you cannot be thinking, Ugh this, Ugh that. this is a frame of mind. There is only one frame of mind and it is the complete opposite. You cannot think two ways, it is literally like impossible, so you think the WAY THAT IS LOVE. I mean that you are only you. YOU ARE LOVE. So put your mind on that level of thinking Love. THis is the only way. THE ONLY WAY. THE ONLY WAY. You are basically NEVER anything else. NEVER ANYTHING ELSE.YOUR MIND AND LOVE ARE ONE
and you know you have to recognize the Higher Flame Face(Love) because this cant be done(you are not)(cant see)(cant be) achieved on ur own (in body)(human). YOU ARE LOVE.
so i experienced a oneway experience(which prompted me to type this out)(and since all is happening at once yay, anyways..) so i did so(i found out cuz i was on phone with at&t and was like the UGh and i was like what i am doing? theres only ONE TRUTH and so i write about it. i went downstairs to go use the phone down there i thought the phone would work then(phone issue) and MY EYES WERE OPEN. crystal clear pictoral view to see the ground(WHICH WE ARE ONE WITH AHHHHH!!!!) and materials in physical form, as it is, saw solid shapes forms like gross or all that. Imagine a picture but its like 3D and its the clearest. and I am so alive.I am bloody writing about the awakening and the eyes perception you are.
AND THIS IS ALL WE ARE. I AM HERE TELLING YOU, ITS NOT AN OUT OF BODY EXPERIENCE, ITS NOTHING ETHERAL NOR CHALLENGING. ITS FAR FROM ITS WHO YOU ARE. SO IMAGINE HOW PEACEFUL, RIGHT. YOU JUST WANT TO BE WHO YOU ARE RIGHT? WELL YOU ARE AND ........YOU ARE IGNITED SO IM LIKE FIERCE FIERCE, POWER POWER POWER. BUT SEE ITS ME, ITS ME LIKE IVE CREATED THUS FAR(SO IM REALLY ROCKING) AND THEN THERES THIS CRAZY LIKE NEW WAY. AWOKEN IS THE WORD IM USING. (IM GONNA STOP NOW BECAUSE IM FINDING IT LIKE CRAZY TO TYPE THIS, THE THING IS, YOU CAN TELL FROM EVERYTHING I AM NOW THAT I AM AWOKEN
See that there is only one way to look.
I am awake. its like your body(my eyes are wide and my brain is coincided with -(Life)(awoken).
cannot foster illusions. not gonna foster any(this is just about my customers at my job. I am going to promote healthy living to them)
use your life as an example. not related-fear
an example of life that was happening when i wrote a few notes:
So I go about and write and it takes me what a second to write it, the thoughts come from the ONE MIND, and I write it. The thing is, is that Love comes(is always there) and will add a neutralizing beautiful word to neutralize it and make it all love. its this crazy communication ill call heaven.
and so we are heaven. oh man so life is heaven. okay
so you are connected to everything right, all expressions of Love in ur body(this could be inside love for you, love for naure(all elements of physical life)(others)(the way you communicate and speak and act to others)(ur Love for a certain something idea passion) (theres a whole lotta list to add on to here. Feel free to do so if you want.
something assured me. I now see the way/ That everything is happening NOW-all love...peace out worries. And ths is what that means(explanation of what i wrote about the Now and the one)
the universe gives you what you put in
You align all the time.(ARE ALL THE TIME). so you walk around and see everyone as soul and all everything as its magnificance (and peace)(becuase this is what it is) and that is living/heaven.
Its like inside of you. and you gotta be this.