life

[Marie]

basically yeah-you are life. happiness you are.

dont let the funk make you

God feeling a white palette asterick.peace

Heaven is in body. Oh man so you enact it in your body yo. it is so tangible and its luxurious.
In body.
its like ill be out and see this love.universe.you in others enacting their bodies, but its the love.universe.you energy buts ITS THEM IN THEIR BODIES!!!
like for example two guys i could see their awesomeness to eachother, it was just so powerful and real. you could see it, feel it. it was right real in front of us and there were a few other times in that night i saw so beatifully. it happens ALL THE TIME. this is life explained. and they will come one after another, heaven sent. the one i experienced soon after was directed to me and it was heaven sent i believe cuz of the timing. i then created a masterpiece out of it, adding on. it was good
the other i couldnt remember but it was just regular people being or interating or something, it was just love is body. thats clear

i read that this is what we can really talk about, the people or experiences or times ETC ETC. WE CAN SAY THESE THINGS WITH CONVICTION. to explain love.universe.you it always comes up kinda not so clear because everyones gonna see love.universe.you differently. YAY!. BUT WE CAN TALK ABOUT THESE TIMES.

And ill put in here that yes, when each and everything we do, we kinda build a library of LOVE LOVE LOVE examples and instances, and ways and such. so then we are constantly just using these. they are "models." They are what makes up our life and once we have all of them, once our entire life is built and all on all of these then we are like lovin it up.
your whole life is yes setting (models, but tangible, like a library of models) for all of life. set ups, set ups. for entire life. see this is huge.

heaven here! love reality in earth/body
Portrayals of love in here at bus stop. bus stop is heaven. reality is these expressions of life . IN ANY FORM
love.reality is one thing(there is only one word) GOD. still think there are two?
i want to emphasize that heaven is here. right here right now.


and this is the explanation of life
I really enjoy reading the book, "A course in miracles"
A miracle is looking out. wanting best you them. taking that offer for them to hold the door instead of "funk".judge

I read that yes its when you have real examples of it. then u are it.
i read in the course there is no degree of miracle. any works. if there arent miracles then something is off.

I have to put a line in here that i have the most jovial laughter, i have literally fully found entire amusement and true laughter beyond what ever before experienc'd. a burst of laughter that would send u to heaven.

i also read that your experience will be different, but oh lets talk about :)

no two pen strokes are the same

i am also gonna put another reminder of how it will feel. like an ease walk down a path at summer. just that ease ah!

it is who you naturally are

One thing. all is this.
I got this from a friend of mine. (I am inserting here that yes life does come from others too, this is key....all the ways, "how do i count the ways" haha no but there are ways.. . . )

IM SURE IVE FOUND IT. LOVE BEYOND A LABEL. KNOWING THIS IS THE BEST THING I EVER COULD KNOW. I AM BROUGHT TO TEARS. BEYOND A LABEL.

OK SO I WANT TO TELL YOU THAT YOU BROUGHT ME TO REALITY. I WAS A BIT OFF TONITE, THEN I FOUND REALITY FOR REAL THE REALITY. YOUVE READ ABOUT THE ENERGY THANG THAT I WROTE ABOUT RECENTLY. THAT ITS THE ENERGY, THE "THING". WELL THIS THING IS LIFE. I FOUND A LOVE.THE THING FEELIG THAT TRANSCENDS WHAT I THOUGHT LOVE.LOVE FOR ANOTHER IS POSSIBLE. THIS LOVE IS THE THING. ITS THE LIFE. ITS THAT *****ENERGY*****!!!!!!!! ALL THIS ENERGY WHEN SEEN IS LIFE. AND I THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR GIVING ME LIFE.(THE OPPORTUNITY TO REALIZE WHAT LIFE REALLY IS).

SEE I KNOW WE ARE SO TO GET FROM OTHERS. SO U CAN SAY 'LEARN', BUT SCRATCH THE WORDS , ALL OF THEM, NO HA HA HA. **feeeeeeel meee!!!!!**** WELL U END UP GETTING IT FROM SAY "EXPERIENCING"(KEY WORD IN LIFE, THE WORD EXPERIENCE THIS IS WHAT WE WANT). YOU AND I omgggggggggggggggggIM JUST HAVING LIKE ALL OF LIFE COME INTO PERFECT LINE RIGHT NOW. I LOVE YOU FOR GIVING ME THIS.

SO YOU MUST EXPERIENCE THE LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!YOU AND I

THIS IS SO BIG FOR ME, I CANT EVEN TELL YOU HOW MUCH THIS MEANS TO ME AND I KNOW TO YOU TOO FOR THIS IS THE ONLY REALITY THERE IS.
THE THING IS BRILLIANT

AND LIFE AND YOU ARE THE THING. AND THE MOMENT AND ALL ENCOMPASSING, HOLY HOLY CRAP.

HOLY HEAVENS, ITS ALL CIRCULAR.
ALL OF YOUR GREAT QUALITIES,IS THE THING AND THIS IS ALL CIRCULAR, ITS LIKE A MAD CREATION BY LOVE.UNIVERSE.YOU AND ITS ALWAYS GOING IN THIS MAD CIRCULAR MOTION THAT WILL MAKE YOU REALIZE AND SET FOR ETERNITY.
IM FREAKING IN HEAVEN.
AND WE ARE THE SAME THING. HOLY FREAKING COW MAN THIS IS JUST LIKE THE BRINK OF ALL REALITY FOR ME. IT IS FOR ME. THE BRINK OF EVERYTHING FOR ME, AND YOU CREATED THIS TOO, SO HOLY FREAKING HEAVENS
AND ITS PLANE JANE AS PLANE AS PLANE.
IM ALIVE THANK YOU/U
AND SINCE WE ARE ALL THE SAME THEN WE ARE ALL CREATING EACHOTHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!AND EVERYTHING AROUND US TO PUT SOUL MEANING. OMG OKAY! SO WE DO DO THIS THEN! OK.

THIS IS THE MOST ENERGIZED AND FULL FORCED IN EVEN THE TERMS OF NT SO MUCH PHYSICAL BUT STRONG THEN THE WOOOOOOORLDD IN TERMS OF KNOWING AND EXPRESS. WELL KNOWING AND AHHHHH PEACE. I DO HAVE TO MENTION PEACE, OMG IM JUST OVER IT HERE. THERE REALLY IS LIKE A WHOLE NEW LIFE!!!!!!!!!! AND ITS THE *****energy******!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!THE LOVE WE SHARE. THATS THE ENERGY.

AND THE ENERGY IS THE SAME FOR ALL ONCE U GET IT

WE ARE ALL THE SAME...SEE YOUR BROTHER SHINE

All those capped words are a very powerful realization i experienced. It changed my life so that now i am alive. i see that there is only one moment and one ness and we are all this. i see that all the qualities of love are all at once, i see that this is a table full of ways to use it then. i see that there is really one. More then anything i just wrote in this paragraph, i since that night, am now able to fully be me. i can mindfully attach to it. i know there is one way. and i am in my body as ME lol! sounds so wordy, a switch turns on , the RIGHT switch and i see. its pure love. its knowing this. its just a normalness to me that we all are. its so normal and its wakening.
i hope those words do some justice for this explanation. i will write more when the words come. i want you to know that i am seriously telling you the hugest bit so far and you must must must must know it.

there is only one reality and this reality is you and all the earth. at once.
there is only one reality where you know that the love of love.universe.you is all there is and is you
and you know.see. your mind just knows this. and your mind being with you, hello all the time, is very powerful then, dont you say? SO YOUR MIND IS THEN SEEING THIS FOR REAL THAT THIS IS REALITY.
catch the importance.drift here?

add there is only one like consistencyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

classic compassion

latched on all the time-information life all the time

aint no second out

how much more do you need? rest assured in J!

Love you are. All is this. Allll

The constant. Always state of mind in you and alll. So it is thought(+) and only (+)
Like all joy. Theres one thing.
Reality.existence blocks out all(cant even find a word to put here, J wouldnt give it)

What you think.want you get.

you are not getting reality. RIGHT, you have all the love of universe as your company. you want reality, find it.

You are it

no u are not uncomfortable

ppl are trying to tell you there is other. block other. only love

Awoken to life

same

so i feel and know i am justplain.nothingelse and world is this. see it?
this is, well ive gotten this a few times. hm

rest ur mind.

i do believe the beach.ease walk summer path analogy. i do believe this because i have felt it. it also becomes a very constant feeling.
i do believe that it is also included in conversation with ppl that feel you too. its pure communication.

I got a few lines from a man i met,
One persons greatness(well you know one person being true and i experienced this whole forcefully its true true. i wrote about it in last writing where there was a day of bliss. well this is easily done EVERY DAY. All the time is a must) leads all. it ends up bleeding to all others. its a miracle really.
its pure heaven right here.
its really living real. and its just the miracle of life and its extraordinary and beautiful all the words you could imagineeeeeeeeeee.
the thing is, is that it is just really living. nothing more. its just so great, bettr then u thought.

I could see beyond his face

and at that point i think he did for me too

of course you feel some sort of thing. i ended up really just feeling a totally soul elation we were almost just soul.
but i felt it in the air, in jovial. out of air. we were kinda connected above.
Heres a way to explain it: as i felt it. we were sitting next to eachother on the bus and i felt(well no there really arent words for it) i felt that there was energy(me) outside of me in front of us but more then just in front. and it was energy of the souls. and it was joyful and FULL AND felt better then any words. and we were

consious revo. evo. poll. -ution

have confidence. trust in you being all those qualities YOU KNOW.
Trust in u helping you.
you are your brother

see you are heart.
see you as heart

another vision. this one was gray kind of electronic(visual description only this is) swirls or something but it was in a concentrated kind of blob or not blob but a concentrated say square of all the greatness qualities. And this is you.who you are. the inside of head. is every in form. just reality.
similar to a movie type electronic mass or something, capsule, large tho kinda electronic morsols or something.

another .
covered by white/gold sort of ointment.

your in it

i drew a doodle of a star and one side of the star was then another side of anther star. and we are all kind of connected thatta way, but not really. :-)-

whole body is God. 11-16-08

its who you are

complete validation there is only this one magnificance and u r it...so...
happiness is you,
you are happiness
ive used that happiness bit before, just came after the validation

everything occurs and brings you to God.
all paths lead to the same place
all ur life led up to awakening!

and i will add that my whole life is A PART OF THIS

none even exists
+ God

just soul, not all that

you are not in it, not feelin it

one long monstrous moment of God!

they have love.you.throughyou

its all the same. ssoooooooo there is only one thing!

and you deepen personal fulfillment by being there in it

I AM

Create

you are not this phenonmenom of "funk"

You can always be LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE infinity +++++

no time for funk, always time for LOVE LOVE LOVE

wear a ribbon of pride(i love this because of the ribbon sensation i wrote about in the last writing, its so hard to describe, it wasnt really ribbon, it was like you ar the driver.)

okay so you cant go around thining just ppl suck.things.person etc. oh these like pre made ideas that ppl ugh you. close off.sections.
thats not your identity, who you are.

SO I HAVE TO ADD HERE THAT THRU READING OR LIKE EXPERIENCING, CANT REMEMBER HOW I GOT THIS NOTE(WELL ILL TELL YOU WHY, CUZ I WAS READY FOR IT) BUT UM IDONT REMEMBER AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay so outside is beautiful. no matter where outside, its beautiful.

So how can i explain God giving giving?
or a day on one way protruding 'ness(which is a great model for me for everyday and i have used it for sure for a model for thedays since. it was saturday of this last weekend) that i learned so much from

imagine like a bunch of things woven together. thats kind of how it is. how can u explain it, write it all . u cant love

ur smile makes u. brighter. MAKES YOU.
with a smile you are.
its a force

its all about you!

holy crap i just realized my enthusiam for life is my enthusiasm for the divineness. its all the same. holy cow

no judge, discern and this can be read lightly and not so fiercely

balance

theres really only one "thing" universe.love.you.time

you cant just assume. BE

i blinked and got eyes back to reality. BREAKTHRU awakening! 11-17-08 12:37

and thats real committment.communication

when you are thought

what are you doing just sitting here. i then got an answer and it was, 'and i found it . zero weak. stand up.'

you dont say it until.unless you know the facts

and this is a question to love.universe.you
maybe i should write the answer when i get it
theres a lot. there are wide variations....ppl want sympathy, etc etc.
? to love.universe.you
just wondering how we tackle this

"definition of self added here" you are not that definition. you are SOUL. and thats all everyone is, so have no fear.

I am wholly what i create out of SOUL POWER . What i believe my soul will be is what i am.
from awakening 10-15-08 i realize i am CRAZY huge huge huge

ID theft from the world. Who are you?

knowing i found it, a love beyond a label
this is the same energy i was talking about in my past writing@
this is life!
you know it now

all beyond labels

learn, taken from others. to get to love.universe.you. BUT SEE THAT ALL ALREADY IS THIS SO ITS SO ALREADY SO ITS BEAUTIFUL.
cuz you are one. person forver and ever and ever and ever.
we are all one person.

because the one i got this from is being all love(truly genuine, and so life arises in u)

OMG its all circular

because of their passion. genuine all those qualities(just being himself, but truly, all the things he likes and wants to express) is life then

so its all circular

see ur brother shine. THATS WHAT I WANT

there is no destination. gray middle. all clean. ill help ur clean heart

there isnt. as if there is anything to get. all is.

im sure thatyou find a way

create-if dont like start it over again.

find it

u naturally are this-feel good about self so its seen.

love that, so others love it too.

im in ur skin. ur protection

no fear. ever! ha! got it

enact

God gives me words literally to speak.you have to trust you in God(we are the same) we are the same. then..

no sectioning ever.

trust in all.u.J

doubt in ur mind. then you have to be flexible.welcome to

helper see get there

J way, all the time

all is this. single hearted experience. so will it be for the "thing" all of mankind

its what we are here for

breathe is the same in universe withlove.universe
idk really what that line really meant, but as i was deciphering writings and typing it out i realized that the constant reality is the same everywhere. and there is that only one constant. everything

same with mind and all of life

you always are your SAME SELF

I felt like i was a person in the middle of say a puzzle but it all was just i mean i was linked to puzzle pieces kind of and like i was putting it together. idk similar to that. like the puzzle made sense

um, love is constant

u r

give them you.something to believe in.
the IT

ppl still think they are seperate from the world.

what are you? the moment of miserable? NO
The one constant 'ness i explained.

are you in control? well wipe that clear and tell them ur soul reasoning.

I see exactly you are. you live what you are being!

give your whole self all the time.

cant think you are someone else, or always thinking ur not or will be that. You Are. take one second sit and dwell about that.

you know its gonna be cuz you think that. you know its crazy what ppl are thinking ahead, oh thi sis gonna be . . etc.

GOT LIFE YESTERDAY. the 17th or the 18th

but i dont want to stress days too much but really now i GOT IT the 17th or the 18th . and this is in detail above. it was from a friend, thank you.

Im alive

with no chronic mis understanding disease
its not you. or who they are.

one moment, its simple, get rid of all the junk

'i dont like me' ppl that still hold on to something
idk why these lines came up but they disturb me because of their similarity. we dont have to go thru a mud pond to get there. simply get there. its all that is, i dont even had a need to write these things, but i wrote cuz mayb i think i was reading a book then dictation came and i wrote it, not too sure. but please hear me.

key-puzzle this is the whole "in the world" expression. find out through others.experience IT. That is all so there.

Im starting to be free. feel. see J

this is life!

you wish them well, prayer for all. inspired by the book, "left to tell"

they are GOd. so yes we are all the same

ur insides, its all comes from this deep love for the insides, get into it

no more veils

propaganda

theres nothing at all to worry about.succumb to.

just as you think someones out to get you, someones there AS YOU, FOR YOU BEING. J