I'm having sugery next saturday, read for details.

[Kathryn Amanda Reel aka Mandy]

So i was at my doctors thursday and they did a cat scan, i thought this would be the normal routine, get the cat scan, get blood test, so the other test that i hate with a little cup, and have ecg. but no they showed me my cat scan from last month and the one from friday and the doctor pointed out an artery that had gotten smaller since last month leading to my right lung. So they told me it was a slowly restricting artery and that they want to get to it before the worst happens, which is no blood flow to my lung and i die from suffocating and a heart attack. But heres the part that i hate, they don't want to give me any anastasia, sleep inducer, or pain killer because they fear it will worsen the artery and have some kind of bad effect on it. so i'm going to be not only awake during the operation i'm going to be feeling everything they will be doing to me. the doctor said that he hopes the pain will be so excruitiating that i will most likely pass out somewhere in the orperation. I raised hell because of all of this, they even showed me the OR they had ready for me, the table has restaints all over it and i have to lay spread eagle on it. at least now i'll know how those people felt in that movie Hostel 1 and 2.