Whispers From Pain

[Liliana "Lily" Santoy]

Whispers from Pain
I’m frightened by what I see

But somehow I know that there’s much more to come

Immobilised by my fear

And soon to be blinded by tears

I can stop the pain

If I will it all away.

If i forget that the pain is here
will it go away?


If i realized that I forged the worst of lies
will the lost void in my heart be gone?

If I fight will I forget the pain that washes over me

If I fight will the void in my heart be filled.

Will the pool of crimson regret and betrayle will be washed away.

Will my soul be denied it's right of passage

Am I doomed to live wandering in this world i find no light

Will I become a living ghost

Will i become a zombie that is so apathetic

If I drown myself will the worst of pains be erased.

Will my last breath be the one that takes me away.

Am I the immortal wanderer.

Somebody save me

Somebody hear me

Am I doomed to suffering

Somehow I'm not heard and yet I can't see the light.

Darkness over comes my mind , body and soul.

The grief overcomes me.

Will my soul be denied it's right of passage

Will my suicide be ignored

Will it I don't know the words to this story

I don't know the words of the song yet I live , dream it , and breathe it.

The end is near yet the new beginning is only coming

Slowly It comes but will I be here when It finally arrives

Will I be waiting that long.

Will I wait till the eternal suffering is over.

Will my cries be heard

Will my screams be known

Am I doomed to everlasting hate

Am I doomed to walk this world alone.

If I become what I'm not will I be noticed .

If this eternal glory be just another frivolius game.

Everyone see's me but do the see who I've become

Do they see the sadness in my soul

Do they see the hate in my brown dead eyes

Do they see the pain in my wrists.

Do they see the scars that are left yet some aren't visible.

Nobody see's this

Nobody knows yet they don't give a damn

I'm frightened by my fears

I'm haunted by my tears

I live to die

I hate to live

If I wait longer will I be buried in my sorrow.

Wiil you bury me alive

I'm blinded by tears

I'm blinded by fears

I'm blinded by the pain

Even though I live with the pain everyday.

Somebody save me please?

Somebody help me please?

My sanity can't last longer

The voice in me is chasing it away.

Will I ever be normal

Will I ever free.

Free from the chains that are bound to the wall

Free from the restraints that keep me standing.

If I die will be remembered

If I live will I be remembered.