So... today i found out that the boy i was and am still in love with is seeing someone new... When i learned this i wanted to just curl up and die. i know i'm seeing someone else too but for him to be such a dick in the way i found out was not cool, he had my really good friend tell me. I know that he and i are over... like beyond comprehension... but he needs to grow up. ESPECIALLY CUZ ITS MORE STUFF HE'S DOING BEHIND HIS MOM'S BACK! i know i am too but at least i come clean with my mom. i'ma hit up the chivas and vodka tonight. yeah... woodshop with a hangover.. awesome. headache! oh no! lol. w/e he's broken every promise he's made to me. Wow this is a physical pain. my heart actually aches. i didnt know that you could feel heartache in more than an emotional sense.
I'm sorry to the peeps i'm super random with cuz like.... i'm not gonna be much of myself...
i hope i snap out of this when i go to chain reaction.