wanna know whats inside my head................

[cristina]

I think about whats going to happen the next day. I also worry about how i look, and how i act all the time, epecially around guys. There are some days where i just wanna cry becuase i feel like im not important to life..........my mind drifts alot, just thinking, thinking about life on how fast it goes by, and that u cant do it all. Life is so important, but why do i feel lonly inside, why do i feel like nobody wants to save me, why do i feel used, or bruised inside..................why? i think its mostly guys. Guys have no idea how hard it is for girls to look there best. in my head IM ALWAYS THINKING is my skirt to short,is it to long, does my hair look stupid,am i fat or to skinny,.....................i sometimes feel like an outkast. Now, im not saying ALL boyz are like this, but there are some jerks out there! i've been hurt before, and so have many other girls. Guys, listen up! Girls go through alot for you guys, to make them notice, to get good comments, and not bad ones, to just feel pretty for once! this is what is always boggling through my head EVERY DAY! My life is not bad, but isn't long. You just gotta live life to the fullest, which is wat i try to do!