Don't Watch Me Walk Away

[Meagan]

So, in 2 hours i turn 18. its...strange.
i know i'm not going to feel any different,
and yet, i'm hopeing i do.

I have no clue what i'm doing for my birthday.
probably nothing.

My sister and i had a serious conversation in the van tonight about life, love, relationships, basically everything.
it was strange.
i like how i can connect with my sister so well.
we were sitting in the Zellers parking lot, waiting for my mom so we could go home
and we just got into this conversation.

hmmm. i always hear people say when they turn an age older what they miss about being a year younger..
I'm thinking right now, and tomorrow i will make up a list of what i'm going to miss about being 17.
its probably not going to start out as a long list, but i'll find a lot of things to add to it.
or maybe i'll just write a list of what i'll miss about being a "kid" since 18 is concidered adult.

anyways, I think i'm going to go and do something..
I dont know what yet, but i'll figure it out.

everyone have a good night.

-Meags