I fell so lost and cold when you are near my heart wants you to be here me head tells me no that you will just hurt me again but your embrace make me weak with you cold touch you wear black my head tells me that it is like your heart but all i just wanna fool myself to think it is not i want you so bad even tho you are cold i need you with me even thoe everyone tells me no i want you to my december My dark cold hard shallow december that sounds so bad to…