For all of you who talk about me thanks for making me the center if your world.
People think it is holding on that makes you stronger, but sometimes it's letting go.
I feel like I am sitting in a room full of people that I love, and you know what, they just don't care that I love them. They don't care whether or not I live or die. To them I'm just another girl, just another stranger. To me, they are my best friends, the only people I have left.
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hello..how are you? i hope you're feeling fine.. :)
Cried to song today because i couldnt take anything no more i guess but im okay now i just feel like crying still...
today im in calgary because my neice is in the hospital... she has a disorder called PKU and the people who dont know wat it is...
she wont be able to have protein for the rest of her life, but there going to do some testing tomorrow to see if she is alrite and i hope she just ask to take pills so she can eat protein and get wat she wants, but if not she is going to be stuck on a vegen diet the rest of her life...
but im so tired today that it isnt even funny... wat made me happy when i seen her was that when she was wit everyone else she would cry a bit and get fussy but when she got into my arms she was okay and she stopped crying and she fell asleep in my arms...
she is the most cutest baby ever... my brother (the father) was kind of upset wit the baby mama because she was making the decision that she would be moving to calgary without him... well he should have the right where his daughter is concerned because she doesnt make that decision by herself because he would want to be with his daughter...
so that is wat is going on rite now and i still listen to music as loud as i can...
i lost a friend yesterday and it kind of hurts because she was the one who ended it...
I understand where she is getting at but it still sucks that she was willing to end the friendship so easily...
if she ended the friendship then she wasnt really my friend to begin wit so i dont know wat to say no more its just she finally got her wish i guess and... i just dont know wat to say
Why can't school just be going through the exam week cuz I am going to die of boredom
I`ve been such a good mood since last week, where i had some problems with my friends and it was ruff but hey life doesnt end so y complian...
My friend started ignoring me and it really hurt me when she did and it only happened when because she was feeling ignored by one of her other friends and she was doing it to me...
i felt hurt that she would do that and it just really hurt. now when i talk to her in txt message it feels awkward because i dont know wat to say and then i told her today to listen to this one song that reminded me of her and that was the only time she messaged me today, i luv her but its just hard to talk to her now...
other then that i've had a good 3 days because i told my crush that i liked him and he didnt reject me :-)...
but it makes me feel bad because my friend could be having a really bad 3 days and she barely talks to me so i wouldnt know and it makes me quilty because im having good day and she might notbe having one...
i feel quilty because she is one of my closes friends but she makes it really hard to be around because she is always judging herself... she has a reall bad low self esstem...
Everyday she says she is fat but in reality she is really beautiful and she is always judging herself... i always tell her that she is beautiful but she just keeps saying it so one day when she was talking bout her being fat i just agreed wit her and i felt bad but then when she brought it up again i just ignored her... she is always saying it now...
She is saying things like "im wearing my fat sweater today" "i feel so fat today, y didnt i bring my fat sweater" and it started getting on my nerves that she doesnt see her self as a ver beautiful and a independent woman
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
You're sick of feeling numb
You're not the only one
I'll take you by the hand
And I'll show you a world that you can understand
This life is filled with hurt
When happiness doesn't work
Trust me and take my hand
When the lights go out you will understand
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Anger and agony
Are better than misery
Trust me I've got a plan
When the lights go off you will understand
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing
Rather feel pain
I know (I know I know I know I know)
That you're wounded
You know (You know you know you know you know)
That I'm here to save you
You know (You know you know you know you know)
I'm always here for you
I know (I know I know I know I know)
That you'll thank me later
Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain
Pain~ThreeDaysGrace
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Keep the pictures they never change only the people in them do.
I'm good! how about you? hope your doin' great!! :)) <3
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